I miss you! :(

It almost two days already since the last time I met you. I miss you damn badly! :( we were suppose to meet today but in the morning when I just got up from bed, the first thing I did was to find my phone which I don't know where was it. I only knew it was around my bed so I sit up and search for it. The moment I found it, I only know that I'll got to your text straight and didn't care about other stuff~ I saw the text you send me. That text where you can't come find me today, I was so frustrated and sad... I don't blame you as you have stud to attend to. I just don't know why I'm like this. Guess i miss you too much ba... I ain't sad now cause I know I'm just being stupid to myself. I know I love you so I shouldn't be like that. Well guess I'm just stupid to be angry with myself ba~ I'll end off here then :) I love you!

What's wrong with me?!

Today is 5th of may. 1:35 pm. Just split out with gf. Went to find her in the morning to have breakfast which I think it should be lunch already. For me, I didn't really have anything but just black coffee. Didn't reall have any appetite. Think is because yesterday night drank too much. So, I met up with her at her house area and went to the dining place which is a bus stop away. Actually, I was having a midset of walking over but the weather is too humid and I think she didn't really want to walk so we took bus then. I was so happy to see her and we have our lunch. After lunch, we went to cold storage to grab some stuff~ then, head back to the dining place to slack awhile. That when I start to get moody. It just so sudden... I don't know what's wrong with me. Is it because of her? Because of her action? If that the reason, I am really a petty guy. So I kept quiet for quite awhile till we are out of the dining place. I started replying her cause I don't want her to worried for me. She waited bus with me. The bus arrived and I said farewell with her. It not I don't to talk to you bi. It just that I don't want hurt you. I know I will have harsh words out of my this dirty mouth... Please forgive me, dear...

I'm back! :D

I'm back! Actually, I wanted to blog since last week but didn't have the one till now. I got one good news to share! I have a girlfriend already and today is our first month! We had no plan to go where at all. Actually not really no plan. We actually wanted to go catch a movie but there isn't any slot for it because the movie we are going to catch is "avenger"! I watched the trailer already and I find it damn cool! I'm so excited to go watch it with her! On the other hand, it my best friend, Choon Siang, birthday too! Such a coincident that his birthday and my first month with her fall on the same day! I hereby wish you a happy 18th birthday! Hey dude, you're finally at an adult age already! You must stay healthy and slowly enjoy your life because this is the year where your life begin! ^^ hehe Back to my girlfriend, She is a good girl but it just that she needs to change her attitude and behaviour. I don't want her to get into any trouble in school anymore! I'm always worried about her, this and that. Since it our first month together, I want to wish you all the best in your studies and do well for it! Make me proud! ^^ I love you! I may be bossy and naggy sometimes but all I want you to know is that I care for you and I want you to be a good girl. I know that we have been quarreling these few days as in not really quarrel but being pissed off by each other. So I want to change everything and have a happier life with you! I know you want me to have a good result this year too! I appreciate it my dear! I'm trying my best too! You too! Must give all you have to study hard! Just before I end off, I just want you to know that sometimes my words are hurtful but that isn't what I really meant. I may be speaking in a mean way but it isn't want I meant from my heart. I just want you to be good. I really don't wish to say it but I want you to change. You will know what I mean :D Alright then, I shall end off here. Happy birthday to my best buddy, Choon Siang. Happy first month to me and my girlfriend too! ^^ Phyllis seah, I love you! I'm sorry that I can't post any photo here cause I'm using my phone to blog! I shall blog again soon! Cya~