Well well guys! I'm back after a very very long year! Guess what day is today? IT VALENTINE DAY!!! Yeepee!! ^^
Okay, first of all, I'm gonna wish everyone of you a happy valentine day! Of cause, do cherish your love ones! Tell them how you lie them especially those couples. It doesn't need to just apply to couples, you can also tell your parents about it. Today is also a very nice day to maybe... I don't know... To confess to the one you love after hiding for so long in your heart. If so, please do or else it too late!! Do not wait till you REGRET!
Hahaha :D
Alright, since today is valentine day, do I have a girlfriends? The answer is nope... But I have a girl I like~ OOPS~ :P :P
Nah... I'm just gonna share my erm... I don't know how to put it.. I don't know whether it a sad story or a fated one. But anyway, here goes...
Yesterday, I went to ask this girl, who I like for quite a long time (maybe 3-4 years), to go out with me today to have dinner. She told me that she would give me a answer that night which is yesterday night. So I waited and waited... I fell asleep till I woke up at 3:20 am like this and saw her msg! I was so happy and faster sit up from my bed. I unlock my phone. Scroll to her msg and preview it. It didn't turn out good cause she said that her mum is cooking for her so she can't come out to have dinner with me. From that moment where I read finish, I felt so sad and my mind was running wild with stupid thought! I was so sad that I replied her and went back to sleep.
I was suppose to ask her last Monday but I delayed till yesterday. It was because I didn't dare to ask her. Before asking her, I had lots of positive imaginary thought of how am I going to celebrate with her. It was like a dream but it won't come true...
After thinking for sometime, I don't blame her or her mum but myself. Why don't I ask her earlier? So that she can tell her mum to not cook for her. Well, blah blah blah... Since it has happened, nothing's gonna change. What am I going to do now? I'll just need to prepare or school and go back to my original school life routine...
Alright then, I shall end here and think of a way to celebrate my valentine. I would not let it be a waste. At least I'm gonna do something about it.
Once again, I hereby wish everyone of you a happy valentine day! ^^
Hope I will blog again more often!
