I miss you! :(

It almost two days already since the last time I met you. I miss you damn badly! :( we were suppose to meet today but in the morning when I just got up from bed, the first thing I did was to find my phone which I don't know where was it. I only knew it was around my bed so I sit up and search for it. The moment I found it, I only know that I'll got to your text straight and didn't care about other stuff~ I saw the text you send me. That text where you can't come find me today, I was so frustrated and sad... I don't blame you as you have stud to attend to. I just don't know why I'm like this. Guess i miss you too much ba... I ain't sad now cause I know I'm just being stupid to myself. I know I love you so I shouldn't be like that. Well guess I'm just stupid to be angry with myself ba~ I'll end off here then :) I love you!

What's wrong with me?!

Today is 5th of may. 1:35 pm. Just split out with gf. Went to find her in the morning to have breakfast which I think it should be lunch already. For me, I didn't really have anything but just black coffee. Didn't reall have any appetite. Think is because yesterday night drank too much. So, I met up with her at her house area and went to the dining place which is a bus stop away. Actually, I was having a midset of walking over but the weather is too humid and I think she didn't really want to walk so we took bus then. I was so happy to see her and we have our lunch. After lunch, we went to cold storage to grab some stuff~ then, head back to the dining place to slack awhile. That when I start to get moody. It just so sudden... I don't know what's wrong with me. Is it because of her? Because of her action? If that the reason, I am really a petty guy. So I kept quiet for quite awhile till we are out of the dining place. I started replying her cause I don't want her to worried for me. She waited bus with me. The bus arrived and I said farewell with her. It not I don't to talk to you bi. It just that I don't want hurt you. I know I will have harsh words out of my this dirty mouth... Please forgive me, dear...

I'm back! :D

I'm back! Actually, I wanted to blog since last week but didn't have the one till now. I got one good news to share! I have a girlfriend already and today is our first month! We had no plan to go where at all. Actually not really no plan. We actually wanted to go catch a movie but there isn't any slot for it because the movie we are going to catch is "avenger"! I watched the trailer already and I find it damn cool! I'm so excited to go watch it with her! On the other hand, it my best friend, Choon Siang, birthday too! Such a coincident that his birthday and my first month with her fall on the same day! I hereby wish you a happy 18th birthday! Hey dude, you're finally at an adult age already! You must stay healthy and slowly enjoy your life because this is the year where your life begin! ^^ hehe Back to my girlfriend, She is a good girl but it just that she needs to change her attitude and behaviour. I don't want her to get into any trouble in school anymore! I'm always worried about her, this and that. Since it our first month together, I want to wish you all the best in your studies and do well for it! Make me proud! ^^ I love you! I may be bossy and naggy sometimes but all I want you to know is that I care for you and I want you to be a good girl. I know that we have been quarreling these few days as in not really quarrel but being pissed off by each other. So I want to change everything and have a happier life with you! I know you want me to have a good result this year too! I appreciate it my dear! I'm trying my best too! You too! Must give all you have to study hard! Just before I end off, I just want you to know that sometimes my words are hurtful but that isn't what I really meant. I may be speaking in a mean way but it isn't want I meant from my heart. I just want you to be good. I really don't wish to say it but I want you to change. You will know what I mean :D Alright then, I shall end off here. Happy birthday to my best buddy, Choon Siang. Happy first month to me and my girlfriend too! ^^ Phyllis seah, I love you! I'm sorry that I can't post any photo here cause I'm using my phone to blog! I shall blog again soon! Cya~

Happy valentine day! ^^

Well well guys! I'm back after a very very long year! Guess what day is today? IT VALENTINE DAY!!! Yeepee!! ^^
Okay, first of all, I'm gonna wish everyone of you a happy valentine day! Of cause, do cherish your love ones! Tell them how you lie them especially those couples. It doesn't need to just apply to couples, you can also tell your parents about it. Today is also a very nice day to maybe... I don't know... To confess to the one you love after hiding for so long in your heart. If so, please do or else it too late!! Do not wait till you REGRET!

Hahaha :D
Alright, since today is valentine day, do I have a girlfriends? The answer is nope... But I have a girl I like~ OOPS~ :P :P
Nah... I'm just gonna share my erm... I don't know how to put it.. I don't know whether it a sad story or a fated one. But anyway, here goes...

Yesterday, I went to ask this girl, who I like for quite a long time (maybe 3-4 years), to go out with me today to have dinner. She told me that she would give me a answer that night which is yesterday night. So I waited and waited... I fell asleep till I woke up at 3:20 am like this and saw her msg! I was so happy and faster sit up from my bed. I unlock my phone. Scroll to her msg and preview it. It didn't turn out good cause she said that her mum is cooking for her so she can't come out to have dinner with me. From that moment where I read finish, I felt so sad and my mind was running wild with stupid thought! I was so sad that I replied her and went back to sleep.

I was suppose to ask her last Monday but I delayed till yesterday. It was because I didn't dare to ask her. Before asking her, I had lots of positive imaginary thought of how am I going to celebrate with her. It was like a dream but it won't come true...

After thinking for sometime, I don't blame her or her mum but myself. Why don't I ask her earlier? So that she can tell her mum to not cook for her. Well, blah blah blah... Since it has happened, nothing's gonna change. What am I going to do now? I'll just need to prepare or school and go back to my original school life routine...

Alright then, I shall end here and think of a way to celebrate my valentine. I would not let it be a waste. At least I'm gonna do something about it.
Once again, I hereby wish everyone of you a happy valentine day! ^^
Hope I will blog again more often!